I'm not brave enough

It's a long time
So long . . . .

And I think I already forget you
Have nothing feeling about you,,
But your message today 23 October 2011
Make me afraid . . .

I think I already forget you
But when you come
It's changed

I think and

Always
When I think can face you with
All my changes and my strength

I just can't
I'm scared

I'm not brave
I seemed only used to without you

I think I still love



but I wished
I DON'T HAVE  FEELING FOR YOU ANYMORE...

Please.
Go away from my mind.

I'm still not brave enough........