Start to LOVE = Start to HURT !!!

Hello my blog
Long time no see :)

Hello SEPTEMBER
You're come now :)

I just hope in this month
I don't have many problems
Don't have problem is same nothing to solve..

but real isn't same with dream

Problem is coming :(

I love someone
I love him so much
But sometimes I think I just like him

This feel killing me so hurt
How's come?

He's look like me
But he doesn't like me
He's look love me
But he doesn't love me

Your behaviour make me so confused
Your behaviour make me to like you more
Miss you more....
And.....
Love you more ....

I start to like,
To love
And
To miss someone like I do at the past
But
Can I accept all this feeling??
I'm so afraid to feel hurt anymore
Afraid to know how the taste of dissapointed again...

Your behaviour make me crazy
Make confused ,
Make me hope you more to be someone special in my life...

Do you know how hurt this feeling
When you like someone
But that someone just see you
Like a friend?

I think
I'm so in love with you
Could you be mine?

For My Ex-Boy Friend

Emm..
I just have a small thing that I wanna said to you
I think you will feel annoyed or something

But I just wish you will read
My small wish

Ex..
Did you ever think how my life when you leave me?
Did you ever think how my life when you go and give me many memories to remember?

 

How about you're promise to me?
to keep me  FOREVER?????
to care me  FOREVER?????

to miss me  FOREVER?????
to love me  FOREVER?????

NOW ...
You're FOREVER was just a BULLSHIT !!

But that not the important think again
because
I don't love you like the past I do

Just wanna said : 

You're the best person I've ever met in my life

You're the best person who ever comes in my life 

Little things you do to me 

Make my life much more fun

Thank you for your care during this time 

I will never forget you

But

That doen't mean I still love you  

And 

I will always be remembered you in my life 

Because you taught me to be strong :)

Thank You Lung :)  

I wish one day

You'll read my wish in my blog

Thank You so much :*