I'm not brave enough

It's a long time
So long . . . .

And I think I already forget you
Have nothing feeling about you,,
But your message today 23 October 2011
Make me afraid . . .

I think I already forget you
But when you come
It's changed

I think and

Always
When I think can face you with
All my changes and my strength

I just can't
I'm scared

I'm not brave
I seemed only used to without you

I think I still love



but I wished
I DON'T HAVE  FEELING FOR YOU ANYMORE...

Please.
Go away from my mind.

I'm still not brave enough........

Tired !!!

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..............
what a hell day !!!!

I'm tired
I'm tired to hope

I'm tired to wish
I'm tired to do :(

They will never realized !!!!
How could I survived !!
THEY JUST KNOW JUDGE ME !!!!
BUT NEVER KNOW THE REAL CONDITION !! 

They just know to hurt me
To make me sad, feel wrong and  depressed 
They just know to call me to do something
THAT I REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO DO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so so so soooooooooooo tired of this life !!
Wanna D.I.E
Don't want to life anymore ......

 
WHAT A FUCKING LIFE IS THIS !!!
HATE MY LIFE !!! 

 

Happy One weeks October ^^

Hello :) 
I just realized that it's October right now :p
And I haven't update my blog for a long time 


It because of my difficult exam 
But now I have passed it.


On eight October
I have gone to Kisaran >.<
Have 3 hours to go there by train
Not so tired but so happy >.<


I went there w/ my besties
there are divan, emy and shella :D


I went there to go to my besties birthday party :D
Her name is Veronica
I usually called her Ve , Vellow or Vero :D
She was have a Seventeen birthday party
How wonderful !! >.<


There Just some pictures
I wanted to share with you :)


She was Vellow
So beautiful , wasn't she? :D

She's Vellow :D